Speech Therapy

Gosh I am peeved at our Speechy....

Yet again today she has stuffed us up ....

We were booked in for a 10am app here in WCK.....

I called to confirm time yesterday and left several messages for her and got no reply....

She called me back at 9.45am and informed me she had us booked in for 10am.. but in QDI.. (20km away)......

FFS I am sick of her stuffing around....

Accountability.... :(

My name is Vicki and I am ashamed of myself.

I jumped on the scales today and cried.

I am now sitting at 109.2 kg :(

I was 90.5kg when I fell pregnant...

I was 92kg when I was 42 weeks pregnant..

I came home from hospital weighing 84.6kg...

That means in 26 months I have gained 24.6kg :(

I started back using a free 14 day trial of Weight Watchers today.

I hope I can workout what I usually eat etc and get a rough idea of points etc so I can continue on without it afterwards.

I need to be 90kg in April so that the OB/GYN will help me fall pregnant..

So thats 19.2 kg I have to lose in about 16 wks... it is achievahble.
Its only just over 1.2kg/wk.

I need to start eating properly.. In the sense.. I need to eat.

I rarely eat - I have no interest in food... but when I do eat - I eat a lot in one go - usually late at night....

My body is in 'starvation' mode and I need to eat btw 8-12 small portions of food a day as I have insulin resistance... I also need to start taking my Metformin properly.

So here we go :)